im not v positive today
i am not driven ...nuting is pushing me
i am studying topics i dont want to be studying... dey dont fulfill me ... im not passionate about my subjects. i mean i like english...only because i like writin down my feelings...so i guess thats not such a good reason why i should like the subject
so wen i pass my alevels... i dont know what im going to take at uni... dis might not seem like a big deal to y'all... but the thing is this.. im going to end up takin a course that im not going to like.. and so ur solution is probably...'dont take the course' ... or else u could just b sayin ' everything gets boring... no job is ever fun and fulfiling' and that is where u r wrong
i feel that at least at the beg...one must b passsionate about the course one has decided to enroll themselves in..there must b a some sort of fire...coz without that drive...ambition .. call it whatever u like.. u wont succeed. i might b wrong in what i am saying.. who am i to conclude this..
all i am saying.. and this is why i am petrified ...that i want to b passionate about something ...i want to excel at something and do it well. but i dont know how to find this thing.
i wish i knew .. i hate feeling so damn insecure all the time..
i want to be sure..
and the thing is .. at the back of mind i know that ill never be ..
krista
posted by The Orange Monster @ 12:56 PM
2 Comments:
There are many people in life, who can give up on their dreams and ambitions and area capable of living out different and perhaps boring lives. These people are ready to compromise.
Im here to tell you like you im confused, i dont know where to go. My course is not fulfilling me. But im not afraid, im not ready to compromise, my life is worth too much to live it out in a boring job that doesnt fulfill my person. All i can tell you, is pray, put yourself in Gods hands, and He will take you to where youd be best at.
Dont give up, happiness and fulfillment are within reach.
I agreez with drew...prayer is your best option, He will lead you into what He wants for you, which as you know is the best option. Don't give up, and don't say u will never find what u will enjoy doing for the rest of your life...i know its out there...
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